Prayer for Me

Lord,

Sometimes I do not understand the plan You have for me. In the long run I hope to know, and I understand that I may never really know. Right now I am upset and trying hard not to fight You on this. There must be a reason. I look forward to this each week and to have to miss it is making me very sad. To have to miss out just hours before the start is making me even more sad. I know it is wrong, but all I want right now is some sympathy. Hearing someone tell me it is OK and even ask how I am would comfort me. So I am asking You to help me. Help me relax. Help me feel better. Help me heal - quickly. Help me understand Your plan. In short, help me, please.

In Jesus Christ, Amen.